Yeah, I don't blame you guys for that mindset. I'm desensitized towards it all and terror attacks happen regularly in my country. Sometimes I feel these terrorists have over-saturated the news with their activities and it actually doesn't have the same effect it once did.
What actually infuriates me is the stance of the Turkish government and the government supporters. I understand feeling more connected to people that share the same values but there have been many instances of people who were happy that people that don't share the same values as them were killed. Like the ones who were happy that people in a nightclub were gunned down because they were drinking and partying in a nightclub. In any other terror attack, the victims would be called "martyrs" by the government, even if they simply happened to be walking on the sidewalk. The victims of the nightclub attack were simply dead though. A pro-government news site called them "martyrs" for a few hours but they retracted that statement afterwards.
I should also mention that the nightclub attack happened during New Year Celebrations and most pro-government people protested such celebrations, saying "Muslims don't celebrate Christmas" even though New Years is obviously not Christmas.
And don't feel too bad about how you're feeling. Most Turks aren't actually sad over terror attacks that happen in the West.
http://www.express.co.uk/sport/football ... ris-attack