Sorry for the late reply guys (not very bro like!) but I've had a rare busy weekend with the protest, a celebratory meal and then seeing family I hadn't visited in a while)
Karl_ wrote:I'm sorry you've faced so much ignorance coming out as ace, pal. Acephobic views sadly aren't uncommon. In some people it's down to lack of knowledge and they just need to be brought up to speed, but in others it runs much deeper and boils down to these very deeply ingrained prescriptive, allonormative views on the role of sexuality in relationships & self-perception. Sounds like you have some great friends looking out for you though!
LightWanderer wrote:Yeah acephobia is a thing and unfortunately taken less seriously than other phobias aimed at the LGBT* spectrum, though thankfully it's generally not a violent phobia. I'm a homoromantic asexual and trying to explain that to some people is like explaining quantum physics. ("You're asexual? But you like guys, you like to be kissed and you look at shirtless photos" "well yeah it's a spectrum")
I'm glad you've gotten supportive friends Outrunner!
Thanks Karl, thanks Light. I don't mind the ignorance that is just that, something they've never heard of before but they're open to listening and understanding. I don't even mind follow-up questions if it helps people get their head round it. That's absolutely fine. And to be fair, so far, mostly what I've experienced. It's the idea from a minority that I don't know myself and there's either something medically wrong with me or it's some sort of stop gap to coming out as gay. I've had people talk behind my back about how they think I'm gay not ace, I've had one person tell me I probably haven't found the right person yet and I should keep trying and one person ask how do I know I'm not gay unless I try gay sex (probably the same reason you know you are gay and not straight but I'm not pushing you to have sex with women all the time just to make sure). I mean how many times to I have to have sex before my orientation is valid? And with how many partners. One seems pretty low, maybe 10, maybe 100?
This came about after years of soul searching and a few failed relationships. For the longest time I thought I was broken. I'd never heard of asexuality and when I did and read up on it, it felt right and everything just clicked into place. This is one of the few aspects of my life I'm 100% certain about and 100% happy with. I don't get why a small minority seem desperate for me to be anything
but aceSorry, I didn't mean to make torn this thread into my own peronal awaking thread
Somebody Else's Problem wrote:You've always got bros here, mate.
Thanks! I'll always remember back in 2014 when I was suicidal, posted something here about it and disappeared. You guys were worried enough about me to actually find out where I worked and phoned me to make sure I was ok. I was going through a really rough patch at the time and the fact that people in a forum, who I'd never met, cared enough to go to that effort meant so much to me. I'm embarrassed to say I have forgotten which forumite actually did call me, but thank you for that. Also a special thanks to Bunni, Denster, everyone in the 'Mental Health' thread and everyone else who has reached out to me over the years when I've gone through mental health stuff. And I apologise for to those that have reached out and due to my anxieties I've failed to get back to in a timely manner. I may not post here often or regularly but this is by far the best forum I've been a part of.