I've been listening to Catch 22 on audibook when driving.
Can't believe I've not dabbled in this before (audiobooks). Makes the drive chilled as I sit and laugh to the ramblings of Yossarian and his crazy companions.
Forgot how good of a book it is too. I'll try to re-read it (and actually finish it) once I'm done with the audio-book.
It's really helping me get through those hard to understand bits.
Rocsteady wrote:Still haven't eaten in a week but my appreciation for Kanye West's music is starting to come back so I assume I'm beginning to be on the mend.
Jeez, you're definitely sick. And I don't mean the modern version of the phrase
I got the worst news I've ever had in my life today and I have no idea what to do.
My Mum who was getting better and was feeling better has suddenly taken a turn for the worst and whatever infection it is she has has taken over. She's delerious and isn't really responsive to anything bar pain and a doctor told me this morning and this afternoon that the prognosis isn't good. If she doesn't respond to this new course of anti-biotics in 24 hours they're giving her then they've effectively said it's game over and they're going to switch their priority to "pain relief" which I know means they're giving up on treating her and just making sure she's comfortable for her last days.
I've been crying since I got that phone call this morning, my Dad took me to the hospital and I saw her and she's not in a good way. I hope for all that I can that she's going to respond to treatment and get better. If I lose her I don't know how the hell I'll cope. I'm terrified guys, I don't know what to do and I know there's nothing I can do. I hurt so bad now and I just want her to get better more than I've ever wanted anything else in this world.
The Watching Artist wrote:I feel so inept next to Qikz...
gooseberry fool that sucks man, I can’t begin to imagine what it must feel like, but you will get through it and life will go on if the worst happens. Just remember that you get through anything and if you ever need people to talk to or need a place to vent we are all here either ina thread or by pm we are here for you.
I just feel empty. I want to stop thinking about and I know there's hope that she could still get better but my anxiety filled brain is going over the worst over and over again.
She's been in this situation before but never told me about it until after. She nearly died 4 times in 2007 but didn't want me to worry. She's not gone yet, she's still here but I'm sat wondering if I'm going to get the worst phonecall I'll ever recieve in my entire life right now.
Does anyone have any suggestions on what I can do, because im losing it.
The Watching Artist wrote:I feel so inept next to Qikz...